Time in New Mexico with a truly amazing teacher. Learning to put in, feed, and help make something bigger than me. Learning to accept, feel, and metabolize the misunderstood grief that always wants to go to violence and stories of separation and blame. Learning to accept myself and others, all the imperfections and janky situations as being all natural. Learning to go with the flow. Learning to let go of what I think I deserve (but wouldn’t know what to do with if it fell right in my lap) to make room for what’s natural and takes time to come into being. Learning to recognize a gift being given and get out of the way in order to feed the place that makes the gift. Learning to learn, little bit by little bit….